This testimony is incredible. It's just perfect. I am so grateful that you posted and that I found this just now. Joy's story resounds so clearly with me. Thank you!
Goodness, it's been about 12 years since I fully left the LCs and I still struggle with regrets over the lost years, blame myself, blame others, and then - turn - to leave the past and allow myself to move up and out.
Building an identity post-LC is difficult but don't tell me that mindless zombies are a glory to God!
Every day, I'm now forcing myself to be present, honest, genuine. Building the mental and emotional muscles after having been told to "get out of your mind get your spirit in gear".
I had previously looked at Madeline Landau Tobias and Janja Lalich but hesitated to purchase the books. I will look into them, based on this sister's sweet testimony.
Thank you! Thank you!