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Oh, woe unto me. Here I am, relegated to suffer in the alt site. When shall I hear the gospel of the triune god? When shall my suffering bring me the great revelation. Ohio comes to wet my burning lips with some of that trinity holy water, but it doesn't sooth.
Holy Spirit, why? Thomas was not with the 10 when when Jesus entered the locked doors and breathed the Holy Spirit on them. But then you gave him this greater revelation than all the other apostles had received (according to the trinity gospel). But Holy Spirit, did only John know about this? Holy Spirit, Luke talks about a different outpouring of the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost and Thomas was there at that time, because he spoke in tongues with all the others speaking of all the magnificent works of God. And, and Holy Spirit, Thomas was with the other 11 when Peter gave that 1st gospel message and said
Acts2 22Ye men of Israel, hear these words: Jesus of Nazareth, a man approved of God unto you by mighty works and wonders and signs which God did by him in the midst of you, even as ye yourselves know; 23him, being delivered up by the determinate counsel and foreknowledge of God, ye by the hand of lawless men did crucify and slay: 24whom God raised up, having loosed the pangs of death: because it was not possible that he should be holden of it.

25For David saith concerning him, I beheld the Lord always before my face; For he is on my right hand, that I should not be moved:

26Therefore my heart was glad, and my tongue rejoiced; Moreover my flesh also shall dwell in hope:

27Because thou wilt not leave my soul unto Hades, Neither wilt thou give thy Holy One to see corruption.

28Thou madest known unto me the ways of life; Thou shalt make me full of gladness with thy countenance.

29Brethren, I may say unto you freely of the patriarch David, that he both died and was buried, and his tomb is with us unto this day. 30Being therefore a prophet, and knowing that God had sworn with an oath to him, that of the fruit of his loins he would set one upon his throne; 31he foreseeing this'spake of the resurrection of the Christ, that neither was he left unto Hades, nor did his flesh see corruption. 32This Jesus did God raise up, whereof we all are witnesses. 33Being therefore by the right hand of God exalted, and having received of the Father the promise of the Holy Spirit, he hath poured forth this, which ye see and hear.

34For David ascended not into the heavens: but he saith himself, The Lord said unto my Lord, Sit thou on my right hand,

35Till I make thine enemies the footstool of thy feet. 36Let all the house of Israel therefore know assuredly, that God hath made him both Lord and Christ, this Jesus whom ye crucified.

Holy Spirit, why did you allow Peter to speak such a low gospel and why did you honor it by convicting 3000 souls in that one instance. Why, Holy Spirit did you not have Thomas speak and proclaim to all that Jesus was God?
And Holy Spirit, could you not have had Thomas write a gospel telling us that Jesus was Jehovah? Peter did such a lousy job. Couldn't Thomas at least been led to write maybe a small portion, like Jude to let us know about his great revelation. And Holy Spirit, that Jesus who told us before his passion that the one true God is the Father, couldn't he have explained the trinity to us in such clear words? Oh, Holy Spirit, I know, Peter taught elementary school to the 4th grade, Paul got us through 8th grade, and John was our high school teacher! And here I am wallowing in the elementary materials whilst so many others are high school graduates. Maybe I should buy a pair of those Nicene glasses and re-read the scriptures. I guess I never should have gotten out of the WL college classes. That WL was a real wise guy. He was able to solder together the phonograph, the cassette player and the am/fm radio to make that wonderful stereo system. In his classes we didn't need the elementary stuff with the God and Father of Jesus, we now hade the all inclusive processed stereo. Holy Spirit, I think he also had you hard wired to that all inclusive modern invention. Holy Spirit, why did Paul ever waste his time talking about bending his knee to the God of Jesus that we would all see the revelation of what God did in raising Christ from the dead, when all the time Jesus was Jehovah. Seems sooo confusing. Holy Spirit, why do you have this confusion? When will I hear the triune gospel? When will I be allowed to cast off these natural fleshy low thoughts and concepts about the God and Father of Jesus and obtain a college degree in trinitarianism so I too could have a seat on the main page instead of wasting away in agony in the alt purgatory. Will my sins of unbelief ever be cleansed. Do I have to be relegated to only know the God and Father of Jesus, and Jesus the Christ whom God raised from the dead? I wanna grow up too! I don't want to just be a priest to the God and Father of Jesus as John wrote of, I wanna see and use this new modern stereo like all the main pagers. They seem to dance to a different turner by listening to that thing. Oh well, let me review my elementary lessons again: Peter, full of the Holy Spirit talked about this man Jesus, approved by God, whom God worked through, who was crucified, and whom God raised from the dead and gave him the position on the right hand of his God and Father, and 3000 were convicted in heart and received the gospel. Oh, this elementary stuff is so low! When will I ever reach the big leagues!